Update

So the first IUI did not work.. and now we are in limbo until we can try again. I was out of town for 2 weeks and now we're taking a month off so I can have a mental/physical break. The problem is that I do not think I ever truly get a mental break. Why does my heart have to hurt so bad? One day I'm fine and the next I feel so depressed that I don't want to get out of bed. Today is one of those yucky days :\ Oh well, at least I made it to the couch!